Arthur’s Blog

hmm…akhir-akhir ini kayanya gw mesti sering-sering istirahat….badan rasanya cape semua tiap kali pulang kerja. tiap malem tidur susah, giliran pengen have fun sama lisa ( my ex ) koq kadang timbul lagi masalah lama yang dulu sering gw komplain. sampe sekarang masih ada aja, gw kira ada perubahan tu anak, ternyata nothing’s change.

well….talking about love, yah….mungkin bisa dikatakan apa yang ada sekarang gw emang gak punya apa2….sebenarnya it’s the truth…i’m nobody, i’m nothing. dibandingkan dengan mereka yg punya, gw mah jelas rakyat jelata aja. yang jelas gw gak akan bisa kasih kado/hadiah yang mahal-mahal, meskipun cuma sebuah cincin atau sebuah anting yang harganya jutaan ( gila!! yg harganya ratusan ribu aja gw masih mikir!!!! gimana yg harganya jutaan ya???? ), tapi setidaknya apa yang pernah gw kasi ke lisa, akan gw kasi ke pasangan gw berikutnya. well…jarang gw kasi hadiah ke lisa, bisa dihitung sama jari koq ( bisa diitung pake 1 tangan )….tapi ada yang selalu gw kasi ke dia tiap hari kita ktemuan atau janjian dulu, waktu gw masih jalan sama lisa.

emang kelebihan gw secara materi gak ada….kaya gak, punya mobil juga gak. tapi yang jelas ada yang lain selain materi yang bisa gw berikan buat pasangan gw nantinya. masalahnya hidup sekarang ini kebanyakan diukur secara materi…dan bagi mereka yang gak punya gak akan ada tempat. benarkah setiap wanita menjadi seperti itu sekarang ini? masih ada gak yah ce yang mau terima co apa adanya meskipun ce itu berasal dari keluarga orang berada? wah kayanya dikit banget deh, bisa diitung sama jari…so what can i do? i can only pray and put my trust in Him.

lagipula kehidupan pernikahan itu dimulai dari bawah koq, bukan dari atas atau dari tengah…rasanya lebih baik kalo sepasang suami istri memulai bahtera rumah tangga mereka dari nol bersama-sama, tapi gak tau juga buat para kaum atas ya? mungkin mereka lebih prefer dengan sesama mereka yang high class juga kali. ya kalo udah mentok sih emang enaknya say ur prayers, leave it to Him and let Him decide what’s best for us.

let’s pray and believe that He will do what’s best for us.

“Born To Be My Baby”

Rainy night and we worked all day
We both got jobs ’cause there’s bills to pay
We got something they can’t take away
Our love, our lives

Close the door, leave the cold outside
I don’t need nothing when I’m by your side
We got something that’ll never die
Our dreams, our pride

My heart beats like a drum (all night)
Flesh to flesh, one to one (and it’s alright)
And I’ll never let go cause
There’s something I know deep inside

You were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man

Light a candle, blow the world away
Table for two on a TV tray
It ain’t fancy, baby that’s OK
Our time, our way

So hold me close better hang on tight
Buckle up, baby, it’s a bumpy ride
We’re two kids hitching down the road of life
Our world, our fight

If we stand side by side (all night)
There’s a chance we’ll get by (and it’s alright)
And I’ll know that you’ll be live
In my heart till the day that I die

Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man

My heart beats like a drum (all night)
Flesh to flesh, one to one (and it’s alright)
And I’ll never let go cause
There’s something I know deep inside

Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan

Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man

You were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man

Kecewa gak yah kalo kita gak bisa mendapatkan sesuatu yang kita inginkan? Atau seseorang yang sebenarnya begitu berarti buat kita…padahal kita ingin dia tahu betapa kita sayang sama dia?

Berapa kali selama gw jalanin hidup gw selalu dipenuhi sama kekecewaan yang sama…kenapa tiap kali gw pengen mencurahkan waktu dan perhatian gw sama orang yang gw sayang koq gak pernah kesampean ya? Kenapa gw jalanin lagi hari-hari yang sudah berlalu dengan orang yang sebenarnya udah gak gw sayang lagi? Orang yang sering banget bikin gw kecewa, orang yang menghambat gw, dan apa harus gw jalanin lagi masa lalu itu dan mengulangi kesalahan yang sama yang dulu pernah dan sering gw lakukan??

I wanna leave all my past behind me and start a new relationship!!! Kenapa doa gw blum juga dijawab? All I ever want is for her to be by my side!!! Begitu sulitkah itu?? Apa emang hidup itu harus selalu kecewa? Sampe kapan ya gw harus bersabar sama kondisi dan keadaan yang kaya gini?

Memang ada beberapa orang yang mengharapkan gw untuk bisa kembali lagi sama orang yang dulu pernah gw sayang…tapi apa mungkin gw bisa lakukan itu? Apa mungkin gw bisa merubah diri gw sendiri klo balik lagi sama dia? Orang banyak yang bilang "dah loe balik lagi aja sama dia, sayang tau 9 tahun loe jalanin lalu bubar gitu aja…." dan ada lagi yg ngomong "gw yakin loe pasti balik lagi ke mantan loe itu…" tapi apa mereka tau dan ngerti gimana rasanya jalan tanpa kepastian dan gak ada harapan sama sekali…sementara orang-orang itu cuma bisa memberi saran tanpa bisa ngerti dan tau gimana sakit hati dan kecewanya gw waktu itu. Diremehin, direndahin, diboongin….sapa yang kuat nanggung itu semua selama 9 tahun?? Apa yang memberi saran bisa nanggung? Apa semua orang yang mengharapkan gw kembali sama mantan gw bisa nanggung semuanya itu selama 9 tahun?? Seberapa kuat seh mereka??

Dia memang masih sayang ( menurut pengakuannya ) tapi apa mereka juga mempertimbangkan perasaan gw?? Apa mereka juga mempertimbangkan gimana rasa sakitnya? Semua orang mempertimbangkan dia tanpa peduli sama perasaan gw!!!!!!! WHO AM I???? Kenapa baru sekarang dia bilang sayang sama gw setelah selama ini gw mintain bantuan aja susahnya minta ampun, padahal itu buat nunjang kerjaan gw???? Kemana aja dia selama ini??? Sibuk kerja???? Sibuk jadi karyawati???? Jadi karena gw belum kerja kmaren itu lantas gw jadi gak dianggap gitu???

Oh God, why is this happen to me??? Kenapa pada saat gw dapet seseorang yang bisa merubah gw lantas semuanya itu cuma tinggal kenangan dan menguap gitu aja?? Is there any chance for me to stand beside her??

Please Lord, release this pain within me and let me go back to where I belong and where I should be….I can’t stand the pain…

For my Bunny:

Forgive me dear, but I can’t be with u anymore…for I have choose my own way…don’t ever think we’ll be back like the old days, cause the old days have gone and it’ll never came back. For me, there’s only 2 ways ahead….jalan pertama gw akan lalui sendiri…jalan kedua gw lalui dengan cinta yang baru…dan kedua jalan itu tidak akan gw lalui dengan loe lagi. Thank’z for those 9 years we’ve going through.

Wah, bulan yang berat. And it’s near Valentine’s day already. Meanwhile I’m stranded alone in the middle of nowhere, just trying to survive. Pekerjaan berat, kondisi ekonomi juga berat, sementara banyak yang harus gw pikirkan selain pekerjaan yang harus gw jalanin. Mungkin selama ini gw terus tertidur dalam mimpi indah mengenai masa depan yang selalu gw impikan selama ini. My all just left me alone facing this cruel world, and giving me promises that can never came true. Is there any future left for me to achieve? Harapan hanya tinggal harapan, tanpa bisa menjelma menjadi kenyataan yang sejati. Adakah cinta sejati?

Just like liriknya Ada Band yang judul lagunya Setengah Hati, emang harusnya gak usah gw paksain kali yah kalo endingnya malah berantakan kaya gini. Emang sakit banget kalo sesudah 9 tahun ini gw terlalu berharap banyak dan terlalu menggantungkan diri pada seseorang untuk bisa meneruskan apa yang udah dirintis sampai ke jenjang berikutnya.

Sementara apa yang gw impikan selama ini pudar dan gak jelas arahnya, pada saat itu juga gw mendapatkan apa yang selama ini gw tunggu, walaupun penuh dengan halangan….tapi gw tetap akan jalankan apa yang udah diberikan dan dipercayakan kepada gw oleh Yang Mahakuasa, even if it takes away my breath. Mungkin semua kejadian yang berat dan menyesakkan ini bisa membawa gw ke satu arah yang pasti dan masa depan yang selama ini gw harapkan dan impikan.

I’m desperate in all aspects of life. Trying to hold on as far as I can, just like a rock being hit by a wave. People laugh at me all the times……and as usual, I’m all alone.

I’m just another stupid human being in this cruel and filthy world.

Through The Years

I can't remember when you weren't there

When I didn't care

For anyone else but you

I swear

We've been through everything there is

Can't imagine anything we've missed

Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years

You've never let me down

You've turned my life around

The sweetest days I've found

I've found with you

Through the years

I've never been afraid

I've loved the life we've made

And I'm so glad I stayed

Right here with you

Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do

Who I trusted, who

I listened to before

I swear

You've taught me everything I know

Can't imagine needing someone so

But through the years it seems to me

I need you more and more

Through the years

Through all the good and bad

I know how much we've had

I've always been so glad to be with you

Through the years

It's better everyday

You've kissed my tears away

As long as it's ok

I'll stay with you

Through the years

Through the years

When everything went wrong

Together we were strong

I know that I belong right here with you

Through the years

I've never had a doubt

We'd always work things out

I've learned what lifes about

By loving you

Through the years

4 the 1 i love

Manusia dapat bertahan 2 minggu tanpa makan, tetapi hanya bertahan 1 minggu saja tanpa istirahat.
Tidur adalah waktu istirahat yang sangat baik, dgn tidur organ tubuh kita dapat beristirahat.
Kekurangan tidur dapat merusak organ dan otak kita.

Ada 6 LARANGAN DALAM TIDUR :

1. JANGAN TIDUR MENGENAKAN JAM TANGAN
Jam bisa menimbulkan radioaktif, walaupun hanya sedikit, tapi kalau terlalu lama memakainya bisa berbahaya.

2. JANGAN TIDUR MEMAKAI BRA
Para ilmuwan di Amerika mensinyalir bahwa pemakain BRA diatas 12 jam,
dapat mengakibatkan Kanker Payudara

3. JANGAN TIDUR MEMBAWA TELP ANDA KE RANJANG
Gelombang Medan magnet yang ditimbulkan oleh alat electronik ini, dapat
merusak system syaraf kita

4. JANGAN TIDUR MASIH MENGENAKAN MAKE-UP
Hal ini dapat menimbulkan masalah pada kulit kita, karena kulit tdk dpt bernafas

5. JANGAN TIDUR DGN ISTRI ORANG / SUAMI ORANG
Jangan2 anda tidak bakalan bangun lagi (karena dibunuh suaminya/istrinya)

6. JANGAN COBA-COBA JADI POLISI TIDUR, APALAGI DI JALAN TOL
Pikir aja sendiri, kenapa jangan

Apostle’s Creed
(Pengakuan Iman Rasuli)

Modern English Version 

I believe in God, the Father almighty, 
    creator of heaven and earth. 

I believe in Jesus Christ, God’s only Son, our Lord, 
    who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, 
    born of the Virgin Mary, 
    suffered under Pontius Pilate, 
    was crucified, died, and was buried; 
    he descended to the dead. 
    On the third day he rose again; 
    he ascended into heaven, 
    he is seated at the right hand of the Father, 
    and he will come again to judge the living and the dead. 

I believe in the Holy Spirit, 
    the holy catholic church, 
    the communion of saints, 
    the forgiveness of sins, 
    the resurrection of the body, 
    and the life everlasting.

AMEN.

Lord’s Prayer - A Devotion Based on Christ’s Model in Matthew 6
The Lord’s Prayer…

"Our Father in heaven" — We need to always acknowledge first
and foremost who we are talking to. He (God) is our heavenly Father. We
address Him with respect just as we should address our earthly father
with respect. He is the only true God who created all things in this
universe, including ourselves. He loves us and we need to show our love
for Him.

"Hallowed be your name" — We must see Him as being holy, sanctified, consecrated; worthy of praise, honor and glory!

"Your kingdom come" - We acknowledge His coming kingdom. We
pray that Christ will soon return and establish His earthly kingdom
where we will reign with Him for eternity.


"Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven"
— We need to
be praying for His will to be done in our lives, so that we might bring
glory to Him here on earth as He is also glorified in heaven. We need
to do things His way, instead of selfishly doing our own things to
satisfy our own desires.


"Give us today our daily bread"
— We should ask our Father
each day to provide for our needs, just as He promised in His Holy
Word. His Word says that we don’t have, because we don’t ask. Of
course, we must first know God through His Son, our personal Lord and
Savior. If we don’t know Christ, God won’t acknowledge this request for
daily provision.

"Forgive us our debts (or transgressions) as we also have forgiven our debtors (transgressors)"
– This speaks about forgiveness among our associates, neighbors,
friends, family and loved ones. Any and all persons in our lives that
we come in contact with in social or business situations are included
as well. If we can’t forgive others, how can we expect our heavenly
Father to forgive us?

"Lead us not into temptation" — We need to ask our heavenly
Father to help us recognize every evil thing, every temptation before
us. We need help to stay focused on our Father and see the evil that we
might fall into, for what it is really is, a trap set by Satan to bring
us down to his level.


"But deliver us from the evil one"
— Help us, dear Father,
to steer clear of that liar and deceiver. Let us see clearly the path
that you want each of us to walk. By the power of the Holy Spirit that
dwells within us, may we never stray from your will and way…

Lord’s Prayer - A Glorious Ending
Some commentators believe that the end of the Lord’s Prayer - "For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever"
- was added by someone other than the original writer. Whether that’s
true or not, this last phrase simply emphasizes more praise and glory
to God the Father - so it’s absolutely biblical… a glorious ending to a
model prayer to God!

Taken from :

http://www.allaboutprayer.org/lords-prayer.htm

Yang selalu kita dengar adalah Girls Rulez, kini saatnya kami para 

19. Kami malas berdebat secara hati dan perasaan.

ingat!!
kami hanya pakai logika.

Ahak….ahak….ahak….ancur banget neh…..

Aha!!! Ada sedikit tips bagi anda semua yang suka selingkuh!!!!

1. Jangan berselingkuh dengan mereka yang punya masalah dengan pasangan masing-masing (suami/istrinya)

2. Jangan pernah men-save no telp dg nama2 yang mudah di duga

3. Tidak ada alasan tuk menyimpan SMS si-dia

4. Jangan pernah melakukan SEX di tempat yang sama dengan pasangan anda yang lain

5. Pastikan SEX yang aman (penyakit dan potensi kehamilan)

6. Kurangi kegiatan bersama di tempat umum

7. Kurangi membicarakan pasangan kepada rekan2 kerja/gaul

8. Pastikan "perasaan" yang terlibat hanya pada saat di tempat tidur/pada saat bersama (ingat, perhatian terbaik kita hanya kepada suami/istri kita)

9. Tips diatas sama sekali tidak berlaku bagi pasangan selingkuh yang PENUH KOMITMEN dengan PERSELINGKUHANNYA sekaligus KELUARGANYA…(tidak perlu ada "rule" lagi bagi pasangan selingkuh bahagia tersebut, dan tidak ada kekhuatiran ancaman bagi setiap pasangannya)

Setelah membaca ini gw sendiri jadi bertanya-tanya….apa selama 8 tahun ini gw dibohongin?

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